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I don't know anything about anything anymore. I would do anything for her, and yet she can't seem to do me one small favor on the one occasion that I ask. I'm lost. I don't know who I am or what I want. The only thing I do know is that my sanity is slowly slipping away from me. I want to live my life, really live it, because I'm not going to be around forever. I miss two people very, very much. It was so easy to just talk to them sometimes, and now because I'm such an idiot and I always fuck things up when my life gets good.